Every Moment Spent With You Is a Moment I Treasure

satisfaction abound

sometimes words can be too much

i will try to summarize my blog in 1 sentence for now

i love my realrun today.

stupid me; 好痛

i did a stupid thing just now

lately my room has been attracting ants. i dunno why

even wiping every single inch of my room did not help

so just now, i sa wants on my laptop

then i was so irritated with them that i wanted to get rid of them at one go

and they were hiding underneath the keyboard

so i took out the keypad one by one and attempted to get rid of the ants

and then end up, i cant put it back

and i dunno how to put it back

i put back a few but th rest just refuse to be put back to their original place.

yes, i am stupid i know..haha

i gave up on trying..

and i will try tmrw again

tmrw is new balance run

have to reach changi by 630am when the run starts at 730 just cos of road closure!!

and meeting dennis yap they all at 530

someone just kill me please

should be going to slp soon i hope

today is dad's bday

went to eat crab dinner

srsly its good!

and th aunty tt was so cold to me, elina and chasel the day before was much friendlier today

i am really happy for my closest friend

though it was shocking but it was a good shock

and sometimes, i also do wonder when will i find my significant other too

to share my life with and put me on the top of his priority

one that i can let all my friends know and go out openly

one that will be able to meet me whenever he can

one that will not give me empty promises

one that will be there for me when things happen

one that will make me laugh

and one, that makes me feel that he is enough

although i really want to be together for 20 years, i really do not think i can do it

perhaps at some certain stage, i have alr given up

i should learn to keep you out of my world

the hurt inside, cannot be seen isnt it?

i brought it upon myself and now, i am suffering the consequence

すぐ終わります

today, finally finish my soci of food report

just wanted to get it over and done with

handed it in too

today finish gek presentation too

so 2 things that were graded today were handed in and done with

i just feel relieved that almost everything is done

left film report which is alr done, just needs handing in and gek report next week

these few days have been sleeping very late and this has taken a toll on my body

my already defunct stomach started to act up again

intestinal cramps that cause me to vomit

wanted to go and see the doc today but miraculously, the cramps are gone just when i want to go see the doc

i know, i must go and see th doc but i am afraid and there is no one to acc me to

i dun wna hear bad news

and i must admit that i am aging

i really cannot not sleep past 3 anymore

i must get my slp and due to these few nights sleep late

i nearly oversleep for my presentation today

will update more later (:

go for bday celebration for chasel le.. yay!

thoughts

i have no time and i am wondering why i am still here

i think i tmrw no needa slp le

cos have to chiong a 3k essay which i am struggling to finish half by today

this means no slp until 3am tonight?

then after tt slp for a few hours and needa go sch chiong the same thing

its ok. aixia you can do it one.

many people have said it to me

i also believe tt i can do it

i believe in myself

anw, today had dinner at mos imm today

had a talk with shelley and she told me that we should try to find out our area studies

and we both agree that for her, its popular culture and she is also quite interested in international relations.

BUT FOR ME....

i am pretty sure that my preferred area of studies is gender and family

yes.. i know its an elusive area and not many people wna take it esp after th gender mod tt we are taking it now

but, i am really interested in the dynamics between male and female, and the structure of the family

i guess for me, i am mpre into interpersonal relations

thats why this area is what i would like to work towards

but before i can think abt this

i should consider my grades first

truth be told, i dun really like to study and my grades in nus is not tt fantastic too

but in order to do honours, i will really work very hard (:

and side note, me and her went to face shop today and totally went gaga over the nail polish

how we wish we can buy every single colour they have there cos its all so prettttty

ok, its really a girls thing.. haha

and i am in love with yiruma!!!

basically, he is smth like joe hisaishi so he is very talented with the piano too!

report time ):

pocketful of sunshine

do you see me out there?

relaxing on this beach with my bikini (if i even have one and dared to wear one)?

do you see me running/training on this beach?

do you see me enjoying the sunset or sunrise (if i can even wake up in the first place)?

do you see me enjoying my afternoon with a book and a coffee in my hands?

do you see me swimming in the clear blue sea?

do you see me telling myself that this is the place i want to be?

NO YOU DON'T

BECAUSE THIS PLACE DOES NOT EXIST FOR ME AT ALL!

I AM PILED UP WITH PROJECTS AND PROJECTS

THIS OLD WOMAN HERE IS HAVING HORMONAL IMBALANCE FROM ALL THE PROJECTS!

ITS DRIVING HER CRAZY

AND SHE IS STILL HERE BLOGGING

WHAT THE HELL IS SHE THINKING??

ok, why am i so worked up for?

side note, when i was peeing and my mind was full of projects

this patriotic and extremely nationalistic song came to my mind

i swear it was non-intentional

you and me, we'll do our part~

i heart my creativity sometimes, it makes the people around me and me laugh.

this extraordinary talent and ability~

rain, go away

The clouds again, are emptying their excess moisture in NUS.

according to what i learnt in physical geo, it means that the atmosphere is on its way to achieving stability again (mr osman has taught me well)

i am still stuck in school, doing up the presentation that is due 2days later

i alr do until abit helpless cos i cant seem to find the statistics i want at singstat or at google

singapore really stats down anything to everything (they even have the statistics for the livestock slaughtered -.-")

i am cold here with no dinner ):

and i have no umbrella too

and the rain does not seem to have any idea of stopping ):

i wish my library was in front of the san francisco bridge

so that even if it rains, i still can see th beautiful san francisco bridge and not be reminded that i am stuck in school ):

fight.

my hotmail is down.

weirdly, it can be accessed from my sis laptop but not from mine.

dunno what tantrum isit throwing again

i am now in school, to do my reports

its not early and most prob, i will need to come to sch again tmrw

not tt i love the library here but its cos the resources are here and its the only place where i can get peace and force myself to do work

yes, aixia loves to play and slack

who doesnt??!!

after these hectic rushing of projs and deadlines will be time to study for exams.

maybe, i should not think of honours anymore cos its too far away

i am not tt smart or clever and i should admit it.

better in time.

of course i am still the same, wont change so soon i think

with time, yes i think i will change

it always happens that the more you wait for smth to happen, it doesnt

making u feel disappointment and such

for eg: you expect someone to sms but end up he doesnt

its just like the more u wait, the more it doesnt come

maybe i should stop caring and bothering

Every Moment Spent With You Is a Moment I Treasure

Sunday, November 8, 2009

satisfaction abound

Saturday, November 7, 2009

stupid me; 好痛

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

すぐ終わります

Monday, November 2, 2009

thoughts

Sunday, November 1, 2009

pocketful of sunshine

Saturday, October 31, 2009

rain, go away

fight.

Friday, October 30, 2009

better in time.

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