a saying so true

i guess no one bothers to come and read my blog now
cos i do not update as frequently as the past
and when i do, its so short i sometimes dunno whats the point of me updating
but today i sort of have some points that i want to note down of; something that i have learnt
mid terms are over and now its like the handing in of assignments time?
but come to think of it, i will miss this kind of life once working starts?
humans are just like this, they just want to have something to complain about

anyway, this past few weeks have really made me realised that we humans, will only come to appreciate what we have when we are in a danger of losing it or we have lost it
only then will we attempt to make an effort to change in order to salvage what we can
why must humans take each other for granted?
we really should learn and practise how to cherish each and every single one that makes a difference to our lives
its when the people around us feel unwanted and taken for granted that they will feel like leaving
and once that thought sets in, it will be so hard, so freaking hard to change their mind
i was quite surprised that my junior actually came to talk to me abt the issue
it seems that he really has the heart to change, which was quite a good thing
and i can only hope that i can be a successful peace-maker

again, i became a cynic towards relationships
the only words suitable to describe my view now:
please love me or i'll be gone
i wont wait anymore and be taken for granted
i hate the feeling of being taken for granted
i am super sure that no one likes feeling this way
tmrw i will put up my best front
there are a few ppl that i want to see, ppl like mr chai, steven etc etc
i miss grassroots actually
but tmrw i will put up my best front in front of u