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i organised a walk successfully today
at least i didnt disappoint chairman or my loyal and beloved helpers
just hoped that they can take this chance to bond
i organized this event not for myself but for others
actually met with alot of difficulties during the organizing part with finding people being the most difficult challenge
but ultimately, we made it, thanks to my helpers too
what can i do without them??
i hope and really hope that they can find their purpose to serve too
and not stray away from us too
thanks to those who have come, i love u all.. muacks muacks muacks

sometimes i think i am too heartless/cold-hearted/unfeeling
as long as i dun have feelings for u, nothing u do will seem to make things help
its not that i am not touched abt u being there for me and such
but we can only be friends, and nothing more
if u are hoping that something will turn out more, i think given my current viewpoint, it is quite impossible
furthermore, u know too much about me
i dunno what u feel about me is due to whatever reason that arise
i am stubborn in love i admit
falling for the wrong one and such
but that does not mean that i will make u into another substitutes
i think i have hurt enough
and even though the other has progression, i dun think it will continue for long
even if something really happens btw us, i think we wont last for long too
i see differences that can lead to potential problems
i know abt the fact tat we can work these differences out
but right now, maybe my heart still wants to be alone
and let things run their course
we shall see